I won't sit down and pretended that nothing has happened
I'm sitting all alone in my dark room
Tears are rolling down my cheeks
I've never felt this fucked up before
I pace around my room feeling terribly lost
All that i've wanted so badly is now gone
I guess it's over although how reluctant i am
The memories of you stay close to me, forever it will
For these few days, i don't think i can be myself
My heart feels cold, i feel cold
It's as though a part of me is gone
Without you babe, i will never be the same again
Just what the fuck am i going to do
How do i get myself out of this, how do i get over this
I don't think i can fucking do it, i can't
Even if i have all the time in the world, i'm scared i can't
I'll never blame you in any way at all
You'll always be someone special in my heart
It's never a mistake falling for you
I really do do do like you alot, LIKE ALOT
No matter what, i'm always here for you
I don't give a fuck about anything now, except you
I just want you to be alright
I hope things for you would get better
Well as for me, I really don't know
Just don't worry about me alright

If you're reading this.
I just wanna say,
You take good care of yourself okay,
Although i wanna be there for you so badly,
But i guess we both need our time alone

I promised you i won't smoke, and i'll keep that promise
But i can't help but to drink my sorrows away
If it makes me feel better
I'll drink till i vomit my heart out

143, babe.
Goodbye my love.