Ytd was the most fucked day in my life.
Got wasted naked in the bathroom, fucking puking my ass off.
I guess it all numbs the pain somehow.
I feel much better today. Babe msged me.
And I don't think i'll touch the vodkas for the time being.
The drinks ytd made my tummy grew bigger.
School today was so-so, I was just stoning throughout.
All that's present in my mind is you.

I can't bear to give up,
I'm sorry, but i can't.
I hate things the way it is now,
I need you, I miss you,
Please don't say it's over,
Give me a chance in this please.
I stopped smoking, I'll stop drinking,
I'll do anything just to be with you.
I'm willing all just for you,
I'll risk all that i've got in this.
I just can't let go,
You mean alot to me.
You mean too much to me.