AHHH stupid of me to have arrived late for Jat's match.
haha. he could have owned CHS flat if i'm there cheering.
well, i was devastated when i heard the cat high pricks won in his match.
but its alright, SHIT HAPPENS, SHIT DO HAPPENS.
& it's so unlucky that it happened to him today.

so jat, cheer up okay.
after seeing your babe & the delicious Swensen's treat from me, you ought to!
haha, remember failure comes success.
i got your back bro. ALWAYS :D

i thought i could save money for new clothes.
but i'm awfully broke now.
oh wells, gotta start saving all over again. haha.

& finally.
that CHS son of a bitch who accused ppl,
i was SO CLOSE to bashing the fuck outta him.
who gives him the fucking right to push or manhandle students.
if he wants to play rough, BRING IT.
arghh, my blood boils when i think about it.
haha, the whole SJI was ready for assault at that point of time.

okayyy, so i'm stuck at home now.
bored to my very last breath.
WOHOHO didn't go school today.
hmmm, i won't be going for my camp too.
haha. so i'll be school-free for the next 3 days.
hopefully i could go out.

CNY's arriving, & i'm pissed that i don't have my long hair.
arghhh. oh wells, i think i'm gonna get a haircut later.
i need new clothes too :/

WOHOHOHO.
I'M LOVING MY GHOSTRIDER BOXERS :D

with all those things i've said,
there is just regret,
repeating in my head.

arghh, screw it.
today's been damn tiring and torturing.
a long and hungry day at school.
i just got my braces ytd, so life's been plain.
PLAIN FOOD. i can't freaking chew, it hurts.
wtf. no more Subways & their lovable cookies. BUT FOR THE TIME BEING THOUGH.
now i have to succumb to eating porridge everyday. FUCK.
then plus a long 3 hours tuition to end my exhausting day.
my mind's pretty dead now.
but shit, i still gotta look through some work for my test tml.

oh wait, almost forgot, my stupid sec 3 camp.
FUCK THAT, I AIN'T FUCKING GOING.

come break me down.
bury me, bury me.

woot. today was rather fun.
HAH, A SUPER THANK YOU TO SAM AND HIS LOVABLE MUM FOR TREATING ME SUSHI TEI :D

hardcore pooling had wasted my wallet.
dammit, i spent quite alot.

& here's an incident with the policemen under Jat's house. HAHA.
well, luke and sam was having their gay soccer game. (half-naked dicks chasing each other with a ball)
me and jat was effing bored la.
then i saw my lighter in my bag, then took it out.
so decided to burn some stuff. wahahaha.
haha, took some small cloth from near the dustbin chute and started lighting it up.
we were playing and playing with it.
then suddenly jat took more cloth and started burning.
whoa, a fucking campfire in the void deck.
i got quite freaked out when many of the residents saw it.
out of a sudden, we all heard a police siren.
jat hurry put out the fire and all of us rush to another side like some stupid banglas.
we thought the police had busted us, but nope.
then blah blah blah, the soccer ball fell into the drainage area.
HAHA! all thanks to the 2 muscle dudes and Jat the bangla spiderman who went to get the ball.

then the guys went up to clean up, and came down.
we were chilling and talking, when 2 policemen approached us.
FUCK IT, SOMEONE HAD CALLED THEM.
the chinese officer asked what were we doing.
so sam explained that we went up to Jat's house and like we were leaving soon.
he also asked: "Were you guys playing with fire?"
of cos, we didn't freaking admit la. all of us denied.
the malay officer then asked if there's like anyone might have burnt the stuff over there.
well, just to create some stuff, so as to not let them suspect us.
i lied and said: "Just now, i think i saw some malay guys there. But they're gone alr."
he asked about how many, so i said around 3.
then they just walked away.

lucky they didn't spot check, i had a stupid lighter in my pocket.
whoa, then we hurry left the place.
HAHAHAHA. a lesson to learn, never ever be stupid enough like us to burn things in broad daylight.

fuck it, tuition just now was very bad.
my mind wasn't into maths at all.
it seems to be drifting away.
thoughts were treading all over my head.
as i look at the questions, my mind was in a blank.
my tutor got rather pissed at me, and kinda rant a little at me.

& now what.
my mum's fucking nagging at me over stupid stuff again.
i'm just tolerating, tolerating and tolerating.
i can't really stand it alr.
i need to get out.

I'm hanging by a moment.
My mind's churning rapidly.
Feeling helpess in any ways.
Praying that all of you would be alright.
especially you.
& sometimes i feel like just..
Burning out.

okayy. today i came across a funny incident with some M&Ms (muhds and minahs).
i don't mean any racial discrimination okay!

i was on my way to my tutor's house for tuition in the afternoon.
then i spotted them from a distance away.
at first, i thought they're all gonna stare at me or something like that.
but it was the opposite! damn funny la.
there was 3 couples of them, sitting all together in the bench.
as i walked pass, they all suddenly said "BYE." to me.
I DON'T KNOW THEM AT ALL LA.
i was quite stunned, then i turned to look at them.
haha, then one of the girl said "got anything, just call me ah."
then another of the girl said "you look good ah."
in my mind, i was like "errr..okayy."
then i just smiled, waved at them goodbye, & walked off.

hmmm. afterall, they're quite nice ppl.
wahahaha :D

fucking fucked up.
today was UNLUCKY SHIT.
my DM has pushed my limits, he has pissed the fuck outta me.
i swear i felt like kicking him on the face at that point of time.
oh wells, i shall just summarised it.
it's a long story.

my DM sent me out of class, cos i didn't bring my bks for humans.
he wasn't happy with my hair, when i had alr cut a few days back.
shouted at me, and blah blah blah.
then called my parents. i'm like WTF. its just some minor shit.
sent me out of school to get a haircut.
after getting it done, it was so fucking short, but guess what.
he still ain't happy, he still wants me to fucking cut it.
he is defintely picking on me for sure, that bias bastard.
and now i got it cut again, its so fucking short.
if he still isn't satisfied, I'M GONNA MAKE HIM BLEED.
arghh, my blood is boiling.
i need a punching bag to vent my anger.

& it has been a bad day for me alr.
but fuck it, a big quarrel with my mum had to make it worst.

but i guess, i'm the only one to blame.
oh wells, i shall not weep over spilt milk.
say hello to my schoolboy haircut.
and thanks for some of my friends that cheered me up :)

today was kinda hectic.
i was super lucky that my DM was too busy with his stuff, he didn't bothered bout my hair.
today had to stay back in school for some shit.
some stupid springcleaning thing, we had to clean up our form teachers classrooms.
what a waste of time, but anyways i slacked through out! :D
did some catching up with my old form teacher.
haha, then she treated us bubbletea YAYY.
it was basically an afternoon full of laughs, gags, pranks and talks.
damn fun after all.

my friend's wallet and hp had been stolen today.
and me & my friends were quite pissed and sad about it.
due to the evidence and all the stuff.
we suspected someone, and really thought it was him.

but now i think i've wronged that person.
i am profoundly sorry for it.

i'm also glad that my friend had gotten his hp back.
they found it, but his wallet's gone.

Morning.
hmmm. just bloggin before heading to school.
today is just one of my moody days i guess.
i woke up today, feeling quite down.
i don't think school's gonna be good anyway.
the DM in my school better fuck off, or i'll bash him up.
i did cut my hair and he said i didn't. is he blind or what.
arghh, he's getting on my nerves.
oh wells. gotta roll, before i'm late.

DAMN.
I'VE BEEN FALLING ALSEEP IN CLASS ALL THE TIME.

AHHHH.
IT'S JUST TOO BORING.

OOOO.
MAYBE I'LL STUDY BETTER WITH A HOT TEACHER :D
*DROOLS

WHOAWHOA.
WHAT AM I THINKING.

PIAK!
*SLAPS HIMSELF HARD

what a gloomy weather on sunday.
emoness is taking over me again.
screw it.

ahhh. shit, its raining.
i need to cut my hair.
my DM's not really happy bout my hair.
he scolded the shit outta me on friday.
wooo. freaky.

Random stuff makes me laugh my ass off.

"I think bears and worms aren't really similar. Until you think of gummies. "

"I used to compete in sports a lot. But then, i realised that you could buy trophys."

If you don't get it, its okay.

WHOA, what's up with the weather.
its raining like elephants and pigs.
the park beside my house is flooded.
oh, the canal too.
i sense a flood. a major one.
well, let's all hope it really does flood.
and then no moooreee school YAYYYY :D

Let's all see how EVIL MARIE could be.
scaryyy i tell you, but BLOODY FUNNY though.

Youre everywhere to me. says:
Nvm, i can call you tintin, binbin, justin, dustbin, and bimbo!

Youre everywhere to me. says:
HHAHAHAHHA.

and she said this too:

Youre everywhere to me. says:
AYE!

Youre everywhere to me. says:
I SLASH YOUR FACE

WAHH VIOLENTTT.
haha.

RARRRRR stop calling me TINTIN! haha.

damn, my mum nagged a whole chunk of stuff last night.
& now, i feel so guilty slacking so much lately.
i think i better start a habit to study alr!
MUST MUST :D
Justin wants to be a MUGGER GUAI KIA. haha.

J8 is seen to be a dangerous spot for me to hang out.
ahhhh, i constantly see my friends day by day.
and when they see me, they start shouting: "TIN TIN!".
LOL! i have a name, but they cancelled the first 3 letters of it.
i'm quite disturbed by the fact they just called me that.
and they think my cousin is my girlfriend!
NOOOO. they are so wrong.
HAHA but come to think of it, its kinda funny!
i could just laugh my ass off when i think of it.

SAY HI TO MY PHYSICS NOTES.
SAY BYEBYE TO BLOGGING FOR NOW.
WAHAHAHA.

AHHH FUCK.
THE TAGBOARD'S SOOOO DEAD.
HAHA TAG PPL TAG!
EVERY TAG WOULD STAND YOU A CHANCE TO GET FREE SWEETS FROM ME
WAHAHAHAHAHA :D

ahhhh.
school = homework.
bacck to the life of STRESS. RAAARRR.
right now, i'm suppose to be like doing my damn work.
but ended up, me bloggin, WTH.
haha. i am basically screwed up.
i have tons of work to do.
BUT I HAVEN'T BOUGHT THE BOOKS.
WOW I AM SOOO DEAD.

and lessons in school have been so "interesting".
i could just die on the spot.
ITS JUST TOOOO SLLOOOOWWWW. GRRRRR

"delirium trigger."

just came back home from pooling at paradigm.
damn it, actually didn't wanna play to save some cash.
but now, its all gone. RAAAARRRR.
phew, i'm effing tired now.

and like what.
i saw my discipline master just now.
whoa whoa, it was so unexpected.
he was like:" Justin, Justin."
then i was like:" oh, Hi Mr Rumi."

oh wells, screw my resolutions for this year.
i just broke one today. fuck it.
feeling so guilty now. i'm all to blame. arghh.






"i wish you were here."

school's been quite alright.
its been rather slow i guess.
i tend to get sleepy all the time. arghh.
& today had some dumbfucks finding trouble with me and my friends.
sighh, they should get a life. well, i shall not be bothered by them.









"i miss you."

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.
IT'S 'BACK TO SCHOOL' AGAIN.
THE THOUGHT OF IT JUST SPOILS MY MOOD TOTALLY.
& LET'S JUST HOPE THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL WOULD TURN OUT ALRIGHT.

spoon out my heart,
i'll feel much better.

2007.
yesyes.
the beginning of a new year again.
& the memories of 06 shall never be forgotten.

school's starting in like 2 days time.
i'm not looking forward to it at all.
no more outings. say goodbye to freedom.

why can't hols be just slightly longer please.
i wanna spend more time with her.
i'm fucking going nuts now.
i can't stop thinking..

of her.