I'm now at my friend's house, just woke up from my sleep by a terrible leg cramp.
Shit, i look like i had a fucking hangover.
Didn't had much sleep at all. *yawnn
This is gonna add burden to my eye bags.
Say hello to your personal panda right here. Hahaha.

"I've fallen down."

I'm so into photography these days.
I wanna be a photographer, it's fucking cool.
Some of the deviantart photographers are damn good.
Oh wells, let's leave it to the future to foresee it.

"The wounds i bear will not live in vain."

FUCK SCHOOL.
In this whole week, so many assholes finding trouble with me and my friends.
Rooooaaarrr, they need to get a life. Seriously.
Oh wells, screw them.
I need to revise for my maths test tml for now.

"Kiss me one last time."

School's been a-okay. Nothing much.
Days have been passing by really fast i would say.
2 more days & the weekends are here.
Hahaha, I sure like the sound of that.
Maybe getting another ear piercing with my friend.
My parents ain't gonna care bout my piercings alr.

"I will not be broken, though i am the one that bleeds."

Damnn, life's been fucked up lately.
Many stuff been happening these days.
Shit, I wanna get a lip piercing. But i'll most probably get murdered, so better not. Hahaha.
I must stop what i've been doing.
& I will.

"My heart is dead, & so are you."

R.I.P. SEV. 18'03'07.

Fucking blogger screw up on me ytd.
I'm disappointed to face my parents due to some matters now.
I think i'm gonna get another piercing soon.
Thanks yuanmay for the great day ytd :)

"I'm drowning in my sleep."

Hmmm screamo music just makes my day a better one.
I'll most probably die without it. Haha.
Shit, my fucking cough's pissing me off so much.
I hope i'll get well pretty soon.
School's been awfully tiring.
Are the weekends coming soon?
I need to kick in to bed and recover my sleep badly.

"You became part of my memory."

So school's been so-so afterall. Nothing much.
Except i just hate my tcher's sacarsism today.
However she did talk to me today & got me thinking.
Oh wells, I messed up on the last day before the March hols, & i truly regret what i've done.

"Pick me up, I need you badly."

A day out with Rach, Steph, Shalyn, Aly & Jat.
Hahah, it was great afterall.
It's better than getting fucking stuck at home like ytd.
And not to mention, Steph jokes me up all the time. Hahah.
Her spastic and bimbo actions are fucking funny.
Oh yeah, I got my 2nd piercing at the left side of my ear.
Wooooo, At last. But well, my parents haven't see it yet.
Dammit, I sense fever coming my way. Fuck.

"Time will not escape us now."

It's fucking early now. & urghhh, I don't feel good..
Shit, haha maybe too much screamo & zombie-killing games.
My head's spinning round and round.
My muscles are kinda aching.
My throat feels like it just got bitten by red ants.
Fuck, don't tell me i'm falling sick.
Well it's quite obvious alr, I hope to get well soon.
RRRAAAAAAHHHHH. Boycott soft drinks and junk food!
& say hello to water and medicine. (YUCK)

"We held the world out in our hands and you ran away."

Hahaha, I had dinner at HOOTERS just now.
Some of the girls were quite hot, but i couldn't be bothered to see.
I was so hungry, so kept dugging into my food & catching a soccer match on it's TV.
I guess i'm not pissed with my dad alr. He meant well for me.
Oh wells, It was my fault anyway.

Arief, May God bless you.
I don't know what were you thinking, but you got me & your friends to back you up.
Hope you are alright.

"My heart beats for only you."

FUCK EVERYTHING, seriously.
Everything's opposing me. Everything's screwing up.
Fucking parents keep yelling at me for going out everyday.
Fucking banning from going out. Fucking not giving me cash.
And guess what now, my dad's fucking nagging beside me.
Alright, maybe i'm the one at fault too. Arghh fuck it all.
It's fucking pissing me off way too much alr.
I can't fucking stand it.
FUCK.

"I wish to be lost in your arms."

Oh, I love Paramore's singer. She's pretty.
Haha okay, that was kinda random.
Fuck i need a new sound system, my old speakers sucks badly.
Having a new comp feels fucking great. Hahaha.
Gonna try out some games.

"Promise me you'll stay here."

Hmmm, i'm using my dad's laptop to blog now.
Well, my dad just got a new comp. But it's still in the process of working it.
Fuck it, nowadays i don't think they're gonna give me money anymore.
They just don't wanna give me, so that i won't fucking go out.
Arghhhh. Financial crisis for me. RAAAAAAAAAA.
Damn, time's passing wayyyy too fast. It's like Thurs tml alr.
Hols are soon to be over. Great, How great that is. (NOT)

"I've laid myself to sleep tonight."

Fuck it, got busted for stealing some cash from dad's wallet.
I should've seen that coming, but i guess i just risk it.
At this point of time, i'm terribly broke. Looks like my parents ain't trusting me no more, plus maybe ain't giving me cash no more. Fuck that.
Oh wells, afterall i'm the one at fault.
Note to myself: "You're seriously screwed up. Try jumping off from the 40th floor, maybe you'll survive."

"I won't forget you."

This song got me fucking thinking.
I've been dangling by a moment for so fucking long,
I just needed to talk to you,
And is this what we have to resort to?

Chiodos - Baby, You wouldn't last a minute on the creek

Let's just stop,
Drop everything,
Forget each other's names, forget each other's names,
And just walk away.

Turn around and head in different directions,
Like we never, it's like we never knew each other at all.
We said what we feel, then we stop ourselves,
And just walk away.
Never looking back,
Loving every second of it,
We just walk away.

This is probably the best,
Not to mention the worst idea,
That I have ever had.

Ignoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done,
No awkward silences, no hiding any truths
Ignoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done,
What do you say?

This is probably the best,
Not to mention the worst idea,
That I have ever had.

We say what we feel,
Then we stop ourselves,
And just walk away.
Never looking back,
Loving every second of it,
We just walk away.

Let's just stop,
Drop everything,
Forget each other's names,
Can we please just walk away?
It could be...It could be...
Like we never knew each other at all.

Walk away!
All egos aside, what do you say?
All egos aside, what do you say?

Ignoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done,
No awkward silences, no hiding any truths
Ignoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done,
What do you say?

We say what we feel,
Then we stop ourselves,
And just walk away.
Never looking back,
Loving every second of it,
We just walk away.

"I'd give it all to have you back."

Early in the morning of a Sunday, fucking tuition had to come in the way.
& guess what, it's in Sembawang. How far is that.
I'm damn pissed i couldn't get to go Roy's party ytd due to certain matters.
Fuck it, i don't wanna talk about it alr.
Oh wells, LATER GUYS.

"Now that you've left, you made me feel like i'm gone."

FUCK EVERYTHING.

OKAYYYY. Haha, so i guess my results didn't turn out that bad afterall.
THANK GOD, THANK YOU. But grrrr, one F9 and E8.
However i love my 3 A2s. KJASDHFGAHSFASHDLJFAKLSHDFAKSJF, YAYY.
Darn it, got a test to study tml. Fuck it.
I so don't have the mood for it.

"Smash me on the ground."

Damn, results results results.
My teacher said i did badly. & Fuck, my mum's getting the report card tml.
It's rather fucking stressed up right now.
Gotta study for a big science test on friday too. Fuck it.
But at least, we got our holidays to compensate it all.
Hope my results aren't that bad as mentioned.
Pray hard, Fingers crossed.

"I love you until my last breath takes you from me."

Today was just another passing boring day in school. Nothing much.
Except sneaking here and there from my DM. I like my hair, but he doesn't.
Oh wells, headed to Jarred's house after school.
Got our DNT project done, pretty easy i would say.
Then watched Jackass2 & Borat. Hahaha fucking funny.
Somehow i feel like trying out stunts on Jackass, it's gonna hurt, but fuck care.
So how bout Jackass 3, anybody interested? Hahah.
Can't wait for the 1 week hols. Although it's like such a short period, but take it or leave it i guess.

"Fuck, I feel lost."

Finally finally, i'm able to blog.
Fucking hell, i have no idea what's up with my internet speed today.
Hope there isn't some asswipe hogging my wireless in my neighbourhood.
Oh wells, school's haven't been that great afterall.
Parents meeting soon which means getting back of report book which means cross your fingers which means my result's aren't that good at all.
Arghhh fuck, demoralizing. I'll pray for the best i guess.
Note to myself: "Wake up your fucking idea asshole, You ought to buck up!".
Yesyes. What a sweet note.
& by adding the salt to the wound.. Bloody conflicts at home.
SCREAM. SHOUT. SLAM. SLAP. PUSH. FUCK IT.
I guess i'm the one at fault.
Mummy, All apologies. (Eventhough i know you don't read my blog at all)
There's just this guilt. This guilt that doesn't fucking wear off that fast.
But thanks for all my beloved friends that cheered me up, rock on.

"Is this the last resort?"

Wooo. Edmund's party at Hardrock Cafe ytd rocks.
Apart from the waiting of the seats, everything was great.
Hahaha, the soccer match. Thats what's everyone's waiting for.
I guess there were much more Liverpool fans inside.
Aww i'm sorry guys, but MAN-U won last night.
Take it easy, it's just a game. Haha.
Choose-your-own-symbols-Tic-Tac-Toe with Renee was super fun.
Haha fuck it, she kept winning. Arghhh :/
Then Edmund the "She-male" birthday was announced and all applaused & screamed for him! Made a wish and blew the candles.
Finally, Lucas & Renee terrorizing the shit outta me.
OMGGG taking my stuff soaking it with sauce and water. I was pissed for that moment.
Renee started performing weird magic trick and playing games which really tricked me. Fuck everything's gone.
Hahaha Lucas that gayfag kept nagging nagging and screaming.
But afterall, it's for my own good. Thanks.
RENEE YOU OWE ME A MEAL FOR SURE! :DD

"The dreams of you haunts me."

Fucking hell. I'm so fucking broke.
Arghh, i need to shop badly badly. Haha, sponsorship for me? anyone?
And Youtube has just fucking permanently disabled my acc!?
WTF. For no reason & they do that? I'm pissed i tell you.
I bloody had so many subscribers to my acc.
But now, its gone. Gone, gone, gone.

"You light a flame in my heart."

2 anti-biotics pills, anesthetic spray and 3 fucking injections.
& say goodbye to my toothy, got it extracted today.
At first, i thought the pain's gonna kill me.
I imagined some fucking drilling to get it out, but i was wrong afterall.
It went out smoothly. Oh wait, maybe a little rocky with the forcing.
My whole mouth was numb. Seriously numb. I think if i drank 5 bottles of Tabasco, i won't feel a shit.

After that, headed for dinner.
Then met up with my old schoolmate, CH.
We had a rather good talk. I must say each and everyone has their own set of fucked problems.
I guess thats life afterall, where shit happens all the time.
Oh wells, enough enough. Haha, before things start to get emo.

"Where've my angel gone to?"

Hell yeah, i got back my sleep. Feeling so much better today.
School went out well, kinda slack though.
Fuck it, i wanna head to a gig soon. Screamo + Mosh = FUCK YEAH.
Damn it, my mum's home anytime now.
Outta here bitches.