Wednesday, May 30, 2007
; 2:21 PM

Zouk underage party was kinda fucked,
besides the chicks and the music. Haha.
The place was way too packed. Urghh.
Me and my friend managed to squeeze through to the dancefloor to party.
Haha, security was fucking tight too.
Underage parties are all a scam.
Darn it. Haha.
"Was this all a lie?
Monday, May 28, 2007
; 12:06 PM

Results tommorow.
I'm nervous about it.
I really hope I did well.
"I will not be broken, eventhough I'm the one that bleeds."
Saturday, May 26, 2007
; 7:58 PM

Sometimes, I sit down, and think hard to myself.
What did I fucking do to deserve it?
The truth always hurts. It truly does.
It somehow feels like you're being stab in the back.
& my fucking bad habit is haunting me again.
I need to stop. Somehow, somewhat, someway, it has to go.
"If you leave, don't look back."
; 1:02 AM

The trip to OCH(Old Changi Hospital) ytd was crazy.
I didn't see shit at all. But my friends did.
Ask me if you want details. Hahaha, I'm having goosebumps now.
Chatting with my friend who saw everything abt it.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
; 12:52 AM
THANKS RENEE FOR CHEERING ME UP.
Thanks alot, I feel much better.
XIE XIE NI, MISS SUNSHINE <3
; 12:24 AM

Forget it, forget everything.
Fuck it all. Cos I ain't gonna give shit about it already.
If this is the way it is, SO BE IT THEN.
I've to admit, you've torn a fucking part of me.
I'm not over you, & hell knows how long it's gonna last.
Oh what the fuck, I guess I'm too used to stuff like this.
Life still goes on, & FUCK YEAH, it will.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
; 3:49 PM

YAYYY. I HAVE RED HAIR!
Oh wait, not bright red. Redish brown!
& SHIT, my parents don't know yet.
Wonder what will happen later.
Hahaha, Ambra cracks me up!
Ambszx (: says:
REDISH BROWN!
Ambszx (: says:
YOU WILL GROW UP T PLANT TOMATOES.
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"You're twisting in my head."
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
; 6:44 PM

YES, YES, YES.
Exams are finally off my mind.
Gone for good, while the hols are here for my pleasure!
But, I'm pretty worried about how my results will be.
"I would die for you."
Sunday, May 20, 2007
; 10:12 AM
"I miss you fucking terribly.
Words can't really express how I'm feeling now.
My heart feels dead. I'm feeling dead.
Without you here, It's like hanging on an edge of a building.
I can't hold on for too long, I need you to save me.
Friday, May 18, 2007
; 11:56 PM

I've been playing around with my PSP alot.
& not to forget, with much love, my new deviantART.
At the same time, coping with Science.
Finally, exams are ending soon.
"Where are you my Angel?
I feel fucking lost.
I feel like giving up.
I feel fucked."
Thursday, May 17, 2007
; 6:36 PM

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Wednesday, May 16, 2007
; 2:07 PM
"I know I told you I need you a thousand times,
I know I told you I want you a thousand times,
I know I told you I love you a thousand times,
Here comes a thousand and one,
I love you, I love you."
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
; 11:59 AM
"Don't be scared to show your feelings,
Cause baby I do understand,
I don't make no promises I can't keep,
I vow to be a real good man."
Monday, May 14, 2007
; 4:08 PM
"Without you here,
I find myself wasting away."
Sunday, May 13, 2007
; 5:37 PM

Happy Mother's Day, a day ought to be joyful. BUT NO, it isn't.
Well, it's a day where I get my ass in my room and start staring into books.
Tml's social studies, and there seems to be an endless amount of things to study.
& Gosh, I feel bad not getting anything for my mum.
Every year, it's at least pretty roses for her.
But this year, It totally slipped my mind. Damn it.
Hmmm, I guess it's okay after all.
Haha. As long as, I love her, nothing really matters.
"Happy Mother's Day Mummy. Sorry for being such an asshole at times. However, I love you truckloads."
"I would kill just to see you."
Saturday, May 12, 2007
; 10:26 AM
No matter what happens,
I'll be right beside you through everything.
Every night, when I upturn into the sky,
I see the stars, & the stars shine for you wherever you are.
Every minute when I'm not with you,
you'll know I'll be thinking of you.
And when everything falls apart,
And you really don’t know what to do,
Just look inside your heart and see,
There in a special place, I’ll always be.
You’re in my heart, the only light that shines there in the dark.
Shalyn, I'm saying this now, I'm going to say this tomorrow,
I'm going to say this forever & ever,
"I LOVE YOU."
Thursday, May 10, 2007
; 2:14 PM
"I know I´ll see you again,
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you."
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
; 4:15 PM

Well, let me see, mids are ending in like about 2 weeks time.
YES, THATS RIGHT, 2 WEEKS TIME. GOSH.
& studying social studies now can't get any better.
Urghhh, this is so shdfkasdjvxnbcvbjsdhfahueufihsdkxzkjcjk.
"Let me embrace you, and never let go."
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
; 11:22 AM
Monday, May 07, 2007
; 3:52 PM

GOSH, I can't do nuts without my calculator.
Of all the time, It has to break down on me now.
Grrr, I'm pissed.
I'm glad I got Deviantart by my side.
Photographs cheer me up! Loves.
"Let's runaway to a place where only you and me existed."
Sunday, May 06, 2007
; 8:19 PM

Urghh. Bad headache. Save me.
"I'm feeling lately,
I'm going crazy,
Wondering how I'll go on without you,
I keep on trying,
Slowly dying,
Thinking of how I need you here with me."
; 6:52 AM

I woke up at 5 am, only to find myself with a red and swelling left eye.
Shucks, I'm really afraid about my mids.
These days, i can't seem to function myself to study.
I can't bloody stay put on my desk for more than 5 minutes.
Fuck it. Or even if i could, my mind somehow wonders off.
Gosh, I ought to wake up.
"Every hour, every minute, every second, you're thought of."
Saturday, May 05, 2007
; 10:06 PM
“Forever and a day,
I’m wishing I could be lost in your arms,
Always.”
Friday, May 04, 2007
; 11:19 PM

Glad that Chinese paper is done, finally!
A huge sigh of relieve for me.
The paper was rather alright, hopefully a pass.
Hahaha, i did something embarrassing today too! (was forced)
I won't say what was it, but it's kinda fun i would say.
"In my mind, i see an image of her."
Thursday, May 03, 2007
; 3:45 PM

OMFGXXZZZXZXXZX. It's Chinese paper tml!
Gosh, i'm superduperuber scared.
So much for new syllabus, it just gets harder.
Oh wells, looks like i gotta mugmugmug.
Been slacking too much alr. Shit.
Hahaha, for the whole week, i only went to school today!
"Stumbling upon her was the best thing in life."
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
; 6:41 AM

It's 6 plus in the morning.
I'm suppose to be leaving my house soon anytime.
But I'm NOT going to.
The o'mighty sore eyes is back again. Fuck.
My mum better not be a hater and start saying I'm a liar.
COS I WON'T LIKE IT and I'll start ranting madly.
Damn, chinese paper on Friday.
I'm pretty scared for it. Chinese is so alien to me.
Dear Holy Spirit, please help me.
"The stars shine for you, wherever you are."
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
; 9:36 PM
“In my eyes,
no one’s perfect in this world,
except you.”