Thursday, August 30, 2007
; 6:46 PM
I'm really really pissed.
Gosh, you don't know how fucking pissed I am.
WTF HAPPEN TO THE FUCKING COMP.
IT'S FUCKING NOT WORKING OUT OF A SUDDEN.
DON'T TELL ME THE FUCKING SYSTEM CRASHED.
I WANNA FUCKING USE MY COMP NOT THIS SLOW ONE.
Hmmm, I'm worried for you honey.
I hope you're okay.
I'm missing you alot.
"Stay close to me,
Lay by my side,
Just hold me tight,
Like it's the end of the world."
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
; 3:50 PM
School was rather okay today.
I'm just feeling really tired.
Maybe gonna take a nap soon.
Haha. So much for blurting out "Fuck you." in chem class today,
now I've got to write out 2000 Fuck you as a punishment.
Got back my results today.
Arghh, kinda sucky I would say.
L1R4 24. How to go JC you tell me.
CHINESE IS PULLING ME DOWN BADLY.
GOSH OH GOSH. SIGGHHHH.
"I wish to be lost in your arms,
cuddle up to your warmthness,
with your heart beating against mine."
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
; 9:03 PM
I'm drowning in these thoughts.
As seconds tick life away, I think of you more & more.
Your name on my heart, deeply engraved.
With no one that could replace my love for you.
Dazing into space, I see your face.
I won't mind spending the rest of my life with you by my side.
Your touch, your smile, your grace, your charm.
You're the best thing that has happen to me.
Never will I regret at all.
For falling in love with you my dear.
No matter how long it takes, I'll always be waiting for you.
Believe me, cause my feelings is true.
I love you baby for now and ever.
Sunday, August 26, 2007
; 11:52 AM
She's the reason why
my heart beats.
& I'M NEVER TURNING BACK.
Even if it aches, it tears.
I DON'T CARE.
Words spoken, promises made.
I WILL KEEP IT.
The 3 words I say to her.
MEANS MORE THAN EVER.
Don't doubt my love for her.
Cause I'LL KILL just to
be by her side.I picture her beautiful smile in my head.
Oh, what
a flame she light in my heart.
Note to self: Stay strong. You must. Sometimes, what you see is better to be left unseen.
What we feel can be scary, unexplainable and mysterious.
"Chin up Justin, strong like a soldier.
Fight this battle, and bring victory."
; 2:09 AM
WHEEEEE, Baby has BANGS!
Catched Ra-rata-ratatou-touile on Friday with Eugeee!
Well, I mean.. Ratatouile. Hahaha.
Sorry, just can't pronounce it properly.
It was great with baby by my side!
But the show was rather so-so. Nothing much at all.
BABY CUT HER HAIR TODAY! BANGZXZXZXZ YO.
Oh wait, now's past 12 alr. So that means, she cut ytd.
Anyway, I kinda like it! Something new.
She thinks it's ugly, but IT'S NNNNOOOOTTTTT.
Studied with her at Subway for awhile.
Then had to meet Bestie to pass her wallet to her!
After which, I sent baby home.
OH FUCK. $122 FOR MY PHONE BILL.
2207 MSGS THIS MONTH.
GOSH. OH GOSH.
Looks like I've gotta limit a little.
"With your head on my chest,
Can you hear the beating of my heart?
Beating, just for you."
Thursday, August 23, 2007
; 7:53 PM
@#$%^&*(##$%^&*(#$%^.
I HATE MY FUCKING SHORT HAIR.
I hate the bastard who caught my hair today.
I'm gonna stab his face when I see him tml.
Just taken my dinner.
Now searching around for movies to transfer to my PSP.
Feeling rather sleepy now. Haha.
Arghh, my third ear-hole's infected.
It swelling up like a balloon.
Dammit, it's been like 3 days since I saw my baby.
But it feels like years to me. I'm missing her ALOT.
Hopefully I could see her soon.
"Your voice is so much more than music to my ears.
Your voice is consuming, drawing me close,
and leaving me longing for your touch."
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
; 2:21 PM
"Oh star, fall down on me,
Let me make a wish upon you."At last, after such a long period, I'm finally not late to school today.
I'm lazy to do my homework, kinda browsing through DA.
I'm going out to get my hair cut now!
My hair's like so thiccckkkkkk.
Actually wanted to meet dear Euge today, but she's got tuition.
So.. I guess maybe during the weekends.
This sucks, I MISS HEEEERRRR LAAAAAHHHHH.
Eugeeeeeee, Cheeeeeee miss you alot, you know!
Alright, GTG. TA-TA.
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
To the sound of your breath on my neck,
The warmth of your lips on my cheek,
The touch of your fingers on my skin,
And the feel of your heart beating with mine.
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
; 6:24 PM
Damn, I FEEL SUPER FAGGED OUT NOW.
I've been flooded with never ending amount of work these days.
A 500 word essay for DNT?! Wtf. And plus homework from every single subject.
Just done with english and SS only. Good luck to the others.
Been always late almost everyday too.
Now they're confiscating my handphone for that.
Unreasonable scums of this planet, die die die.
Haha, but for the late coming part, it's my fault.
I can't seem to get off my bed. I need more sleep.
Oh wells, I shall not be late alr lah.
I want my phone to msg my baby.
I MISS MY BABY.
Okay, time for dinner!
Stomach's been growling.
Hahaha, sayonara!
"Let me be the one who calls you baby,
All the time."
Saturday, August 18, 2007
; 11:03 AM
BLOGGING FOR YESTERDAY!
HEY-HO MY GANGSTERS!
Happy B'day sexy boy!
Seoul Garden at Taka to celebrate FY's b'day.
Hahaha, check out the pic. Quite a big group after all.
Taka's lift has no camera, how dumb.
And as always, MOSHING IN THE FUCKING LIFT.
IT WAS HELLA FUN, DAMN COOL!
Guys, we should do this more often.
Rock on motherfuckers. Haha.
The Promenade Theatre
Faith, Hope and Love
A Musical Journey Through TimeAfter that, headed to TP to meet Rach.
We bought flowers for our friends who were performing in the musical.
Then walked to the school slowly as it was still rather early.
Haha, the musical was really good I would say.
Well done IJTP! *round of applause.
Stupid Linette! Haha, she performed great last night.
HOT AH HOT AH, NOT BAD. HAHAHAHA.
She spoiled my rose I gave her lah. GRRR.
So I gave that her another one. SEE, I'M SO GOOOOD.
After giving out all my roses, me, marielee, mariechua & rach headed to MACS for supper!
"Worries crashed around in my head,
As I looked up to the sky,
With my hands clenched together tightly.
I prayed, I prayed so hard,
For everything to turn out better.
I prayed for HER. I prayed, I prayed & I prayed.
I prayed for an angel to be with her always,
Guiding her through everything.
I love you."
Thursday, August 16, 2007
; 3:06 PM
I'm scared.
I'm so scared to lose you, you know?
I'm really fucking scared.
I want you to understand that I really love you.
And no matter what happens, I won't go.
I'll stand by you through it all.
I won't go back on my words.
I will wait for you.
I've beared so much cause I love you.
Baby, I love you.
; 2:03 PM
Fuck it.
I'm falling sick.
I've got so much work to do.
I've got tuition later.
I've got a test tml and i'm missing notes.
Something's on my mind too,
and it's biting me.
"Fight for whom you really love,
don't let her slip."
; 4:35 AM
Oh gosh, it's getting late.
Haha. Just ended my movie, Cashback.
It's a good show, be sure to catch it.
I like it, I really like it. Hahaha.
Although I think it's either M18 or R21.
I'm not too sure. Haha just some nudity scenes.
Dammit, I'm still having my runny nose.
Oh wells, it's time for me to crash my bed.
; 3:55 AM
And so.. I'm not alseep yet.
Halfway from my movie now.
Getting fat on beef jerkies too.
My throat don't feel so good.
But who can resist the ever tasty beeeeeeeeff.
Alright, I shall get on with my movie.
After which, I'll be in dreamland.
Goodnight Everbody, once again.
"Baby,
your smile..
is worth a million charming words. "
; 2:37 AM
Hate the awful silence in my house now.
I didn't really realise it's 2 plus alr.
Hmmm, feeling kinda fucked up now.
My throat's been uneasy for the past 2 days.
I guess i'm having a slight cough too.
Plus a sudden outbreak of runny nose.
Urghhhh. This sucks big time.
Hopefully I'll get better by tml.
I can't seem to sleep, don't feel tired at all.
Gonna watch a movie I recently downloaded.
Goodnight Everybody.
"I'm missing you baby,
I miss the sweet scent of your hair."
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
; 11:15 PM
I rubbed the word "horny" off.
Notice the fingers.
AMK library with Eugeybaby!
She suppose to study but ended up not.
We were fooling around when suddenly some weird lizard appeared.
It's definitely not a house lizard.
Hahaha, Baby was super duper scared. It was so funny!
She says the lizard can crawl up my jeans into my boxers then bite my balls.
She has extraordinary imaginations. HAHAHAHA.
As you can see from the photos, those are the great skin graffiti done by her.
Hahaha, I've scrubbed my hands for the past 15 mins.
& guess what? It's like still there, only just slightly faded!
EUGEEEEEEE!!! Lucky my parents never see.
But nevertheless, I still love you baby! Hahaha.
; 12:25 PM
F-U-C-K.
Thats the word I feel like screaming now.
So much online work in 2 days to complete.
And the whole online program thingy has been lagging so much.
Plus my mum's been irritating me these few days too.
She ought to back off, or I'll start a war.
Arghh, screw it. I'm gonna meet my baby later.
Seeing her makes me feel whole again.
I love you.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
; 8:17 PM
Damn, ended up not sleeping at all.
Don't know why, suddenly couldn't sleep.
& I regret now, cause I feel kinda tired.
Oh wells. When the clock strikes 12, I gotta get down to my online work.
Hopefully I'm able to stay awake.
Hahaha, I wonder if my baby is still sleeping?
Babybabybaby, I love you.
; 5:00 PM
Wheeeeeeee, no school for tml and Thurs.
But just loads of online work i guess.
At least, I could get my sleeeep. Haha.
The weather's so good for sleeping now.
I'm gonna crash into bed anytime soon.
SO LONG SUCKERS.
"My heart belongs to you."
Monday, August 13, 2007
; 8:52 PM
Whoa, this is something new.
6 posts in a day, kinda crazy.
Anyway I think i'm so screwed.
Final years are like approaching.
And what? I didn't head to school today.
Plus I've been copying in my maths homework.
Actually, not doing much homework at all lately.
Been rather distracted somehow.
I ought to slap myself in the face,
and give myself a friendly note.
Note to self: Stop fucking dreaming and get on with your studies.
Haha not so friendly after all.
This week will be kinda short i guess.
Weds and Thurs is off the hook, baby.
E-learning is the shit. Hahaha.
I imagine myself laying on my comfy master chair,
with a cold hard bottle of beer,
and blasting music that will make the police appear at my doorstep in no time.
But I just found out there's quite a number of work to be done online.
; 7:26 PM
He really loves a girl.
A girl which he would fight for.
She was like a diamond to him.
That he treasures alot.
She was someone that means so much to him.
No matter what happens.
He will stand by her.
As he waits patiently.
He's willing to give his life.
Give everything he got.
Just to be with her.
He wants her to understand.
That he really loves her.
And definitely won't let her go.
He won't, he won't.
Mark his words.
Believe in him.
; 6:55 PM
Turning on the showers.
He suddenly sprawled to the ground.
With the sprinkles of water crashing over his head.
His body was shivering.
Feeling weak all over.
His mind was blank.
Totally blank like a sheet of paper.
There was only one thing in his mind.
And that was HER.
; 12:09 PM
He woke up and realised.
He dreamt of her last night.
In his mind he thought.
"It felt so real. Wasn't she beside me?"
His mind felt dead.
Without an appetite at all.
Ignored his parents.
Isolated himself in his room.
Sat down on the chair.
Looked out of the window.
Dazing at the beautiful white clouds.
Thoughts of her spun through his head.
He can't control it.
All he could see now is HER.
Every single features of her.
Every single memory spent with her.
He's not letting her go.
He LOVES her.
He really does.
; 7:24 AM
As he gritted his teeth.
Fighting back his tears.
It was like a bad storm.
That's breaking loose within him.
He's trying his best.
Trying his very best.
Until it came to a point.
Everything came pouring down.
He misses her dearly.
And wishes she's here with him.
; 6:55 AM
He laid down on his bed.
Eyes are wide open.
Staring into space.
Mind's clogged up with images.
Repeating over and over again.
He trembles in fear.
Lost within his thoughts.
All by himself.
Feeling cold and lonely.
"Is this a nightmare?"
He thought to himself.
Saturday, August 11, 2007
; 12:45 AM
Have you felt this fear trickling in your head before?
This fear which consumes your mind.
This fear which suddenly makes you feel so weak.
This fear which is somehow unexplainable.
This fear which you hate to the core of it.
This fear..
of losing someone you really love.
Friday, August 10, 2007
; 8:41 PM
HAHA, HEY BABY <3
Found this photo of me and bestie!
WHEEEEEEEE, Fireworks!
Ytd, checked out fireworks at Milenium Walk with bestie, rosy, fiq and eugeybaby!
We almost missed it actually. Luckily didn't.
We headed into the mall to get to the second floor for a better view.
Then suddenly BOOMBOOMBOOM, the fireworks was out.
Hurrily rushing out to catch the great sight of it.
It was awesome. I loved it, damn cool! Haha.
Today, met Eugeybaby and Gillian at J8.
We sent Gillian to the library, then headed to Bishan Park!
Haha the weather was quite windy after all.
Baby got freaked out by a lizard at the sheltered seats.
Damn funny. Hahahaha.
We chilled and talked till about 6 plus.
Then I sent my baby home.
I hope you're reading this baby,
this is dedicated to you.
Every word here comes from the bottom of my heart.
No lies, no denies, no faking.
This is the love for you which fills my heart.
The feeling within me is overwhelming again,
It's my love for you, it is.
Deep inside, here's my heart beating fast for you,
so fast till it skips a beat.
Every morning, I wake up to a wide smile on my face,
with the very first thought of you in my mind.
When you're not with me, I miss you,
it feels like I would kill just to see you.
Among all the things I've got in my life,
no one stands in first priority other than you baby.
You really mean a lot to me,
mean so much more than I could ever imagined.
Ever since I met you, everything seems so much brighter,
it's like you're my angel that guides me.
So kill the fears of me leaving,
cause I cross my heart that i'll never do that.
When I'm with you, I just wish I could pause time,
to have all the moments to spent with you.
Each time I look deeply into your eyes,
I feel I'm the luckiest guy on earth, having you by my side.
No matter what happens, I'll stand by you,
through rain or shine, thick or thin.
Today, tomorrow, and everyday,
there is 3 everlasting words I would want to say to you,
I LOVE YOU.
Thursday, August 09, 2007
; 12:05 AM
CHEE IS SUPER SUPER ULTIMATELY HAPPY TODAY!
080807 marks the day, baby.
I love you sweetheart.
Believe in me, count on me.
Cause I'll never let you down.
I won't go, I won't (:
Met eugeybaby at J8 in the afternoon.
Then headed down to the basement, asked her to wait for me near the escalator.
& BOOOOOM, I surprised her with a rose and elmo balloon!
Hahaha, I'm glad she really liked it.
The balloon was rather inconvenient actually, but who cares. Haha.
Kids on the streets were like staring at it.
Oh, and I got my third piercing yo! Cool shit.
Then headed to Swensens in town for ice cream.
Sadly, baby couldn't eat. So I was the only one eating.
After that, went to meet Shu and everyone at OCC for bowling.
Sucked like shit today, off form.
Quite a long day actually.
Damn lazy to blog alr. Hahaha.
Next, we went to esplanade to celebrate Chris's b'day.
Although I don't really know him, but HAPPY B'DAY TO HIM ANYWAY!
Then walked to marina sq for dinner.
After dinner, I sent my eugeybaby home!
In the 857 bus..
Hahahaha. IT'S A SECRET.
Your lips speak soft sweetness,
Your touch a cool caress.
I am lost in your magic,
My heart beats within your chest.
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
; 12:28 PM
Ahhh fuck, today's quite fucked.
I woke up having one eye swelled up,
and my phone going nuts. Not wanting to sent any msges.
But gonna meet Eugeybaby soon!
Hahaha can't wait. I love you.
Saturday, August 04, 2007
; 1:00 PM
Let the photos do the talking.
Ytd was out with Euge, Shu, Amanda and Afiq!
Hey gorgeous ladies.
Monster, Eugeybaby & me.
<3
I love you.
Put your trust in me,
I'll make things work out.
For you, I'll do anything.
I love you, I do.
Friday, August 03, 2007
; 12:16 PM
HI, I'M SPIDER-CHEE.
I CLIMBED OUT OF MY SCHOOL GATE WITH SPIDER-CHAN JUST NOW, & WE CABBED HOME.
HEHEHEHE IT'S FUN. I SHOULD DO THIS MORE OFTEN.
I'M TALKING TO EUGEYBABY ON THE PHONE NOW.
I LOVE YOU.
I love you today.
I’ll love you tomorrow.
I’ll love you forever.
Thursday, August 02, 2007
; 4:17 PM
Hahaha, went for breakfast in the morning before school.
Then managed to sneak into school unnoticed.
Quite cool after all, I think I should do this often.
Oh gosh, Chem test tml. Study study study.
Blasting music and chem notes, here I come!
There is a dime a dozen.
Then there is one in a million.
But baby, you are once in a lifetime.
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
; 3:12 PM
Woke up this morning feeling ultimately fagged.
So just crashed my ass back to my bed, not heading to school.
Haha. & after a long sleep, I feel so much better now.
Right now, just listening to music and studying chem.
Wanted to meet Eugeybaby but she's feeling tired.
So i guess during the weekends! Baybeats Baybeats!
GRRRRR, CHEM IS BORING ME BADLY.
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU.
"The day you appeared, I lost my heart to you, to love.
And from that day, I cannot part from you, from love.
Cause deep down in my heart, there is 3 everlasting words I wish to say it to you.
I love you."
