"I'm crazy. I'm tired. I'm shattered. I could feel my heartbeat coming to a pause, Fingertips freezing, head crashing down in heaviness, Once more hurled straight into my face without warning, A notion of cold hard truth that should be buried a long time ago, But it didn't, it struck me over and over again. Am I going out of my mind? Most probably. What do I feel? Terribly lost and fucking numb. Stick a knife into my chest, I don't think I'll feel shit."