Just got home from a long day in school.
Fatigue, tiredness and stress.
I screwed up today's maths test badly.
That's what I get from not studying last night, but instead laughing at weird contestants in American Idol.
I've gotta leave for dental appointment in awhile.
Sighhh, and I've gotta study for SS test tml.
Time is precious, and I'm losing it.

It's freaky. I've been having nightmares.
Immediately after falling into a slumber, the nightmares flicker in my head.
Is something wrong with me? Ytd I had 3.
One was that, I was looking in the mirror and suddenly my face started melting and twisting. It was like someone had poured fucking acid on me, fucking deformed and bloody.
I can't seem to get proper sleep ytd.
The nightmares haunt me throughout the night.
I almost couldn't wake up today morning.
I hope I'll get a well rest tonight.

Gosh my eyelids are feeling so heavy.
My eyes are closing, I'm so tired.
Haha played basketball with my friends instead of doing cip today.
And in the end, I sprained my fucking finger.
The finger's pretty screwed up now, blood's srsly clotting.


Check out the third finger.
It seems like, I'm gonna have a hard time writing.
So my mum panicked and she's forcing me to go to the sinseh (WTF)

Tml's Euge's confirmation (:

It's abt 7 in the morning now.
I'm so so so shagged.
I've got darn cip later in school.
What waste of my fucking time.
After that, I'm meeting up with euge to shop for new yr clothes.
Cross my fingers, and hope the cip event won't delay.
Alright it's time for me to get ready.
I'm outta here, bye.

"Wild tattoos & seductive eyes."

Watching my friends take their O level results today was indeed mind-blowing.
Somehow, I even felt scared for them. It was so heart pumping.
Seeing the faces of joy, sadness, blankness and the pouring of tears.
I imagined myself in the situation like this at the end of the year.
Gosh it's really frightening and panicky I would say.
Time is racing fast, seconds by seconds.
It's time to put in my best efforts in studies.

Whoaa I never knew my DNT coursework could be so fucking tiring.
70% of it is graded for the Os. If I don't do well, I'm srsly screwed.
I've been spending like about 3 damn hours and only 2 pages is done.
I'm lagging badly, I should have abt 12 pages by now.
GOSSSHHHH i'm facing a fucking crisis.

I'm stopping work for now.
I'm wayyy too shagged to go on.

Damn, I miss euge ):

"Let there be love, let there be love.
Just remember, I'll be by your side, forever & always."

Euge bought me donuts today.
I feel loved (: I love you so much baby.
Haha the thought of it brings a big smile to my face.

"1 suicide occurs every 40 seconds. Enjoy."

Ytd was fun with Euge (:
Hahahaha we shopped around all day.
And cam-whored in the night.
I'll upload photos soon!

I've been MIA from my band for so long, at last we got to jam.
Hahaha it was great. I'm glad my vocals seems to be good today.
Screamed so much just now. Fuck my throat hurts now.
We've got an original song, but it's not done yet.
I think we're recording it next week.
Sighh school's been rather hectic.
Haven't got much free time nowadays.
Remedials, homework, project, this and that and BLAHBLAHBLAH.
Fuck it all. I'm so tired now, yet I've got homework to complete.
Life sucks balls.

"The world's a bitch, & it's out to get you."

Today's been a bad day. (Don't ask)
Fucking pile load of work is waiting for me.
My head's gonna blow up into bits.
I don't feel so good. This sucks.
I hate school.
I hate the Os.
I hate everything's that happening now.
I hate life.
Sorry for the emo post.
But finally, nothing will change the fact that,
I love you so much euge.

Remember baby, I'm here for you no matter what.
I won't ever leave you baby, I will stay by your side,
till my skin wrinkles to dried ashes.

Euge came over to my house after school!
Hahaha we were joking our asses off throughout the noon (:
CHECK OUT PHOTOS!

Hahaha there was physics remedial today after school.
But hell yeah, the class went on a strike!
Nobody turned up for it, we all headed home.
Haha. Gosh, kids these days are getting rebellious. (Tsktsk)
I hope there won't be a long lecture by my teacher tml.
It's time for me to take a nap, I NEED SLEEP BADLY.
Yawn X 14876286489410576 times.

It's 6.38AM in the morning now.
Sighh a start of another week of treacherous school.
Busy busy busy, remedials have started alr.
I'm so darn tired with bloodshot eyes.
Haven't been getting enough sleep lately too.
Fuck better get moving before i'm late for school.
Adi-os ami-gos.

WAHAHAHASUPERFUCKINGHARDCORECAMWHORINGYESTERDAY!
Rach, Clare & Aly crashed over at my house in the noon.
Cooked some pasta for them for lunch. I CAN COOK OKAY.
Then we watched Bring It On. WAHH bimbotic show to the max.
After that, as you can see, camwhoring (: Hahahaha.
Love you guys. We shall do that next time again!

& beyond the joyful side of my mood, here comes depression.
Time's srsly passing like the wind.
The Os doesn't seem that near, but it is.
Sorry if i'm so worked up abt it.
I want to get 10 pts and below you know.
Nowadays I don't really have time to go out too.
This sucks, fucking sucks.
I'm starting to neglect my band and friends (sry guys)
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO >:(

Euge, I miss you badly.
So badly.

Happy fifth month sweetheart, I love you so much.

Just got back from tuition.
Sighhh getting really sick of travelling there, it's all the way at Tampines.
As usual, me and my tutor had our casual talk.
It always made me think alot, abt my studies, future and more.
Come to think of it, it's really scary.
And I do have my future plans but it's really pressurizing.
I'm really gonna study hard with euge for Os.
We won't have much time to meet nowadays. I'm damn sad, this sucks ):
ARGHHHHH stress sia.

So school's been still rather fucked up somehow.
Dm's been picking on me as usual. Well, thats bad enough.
Time in school seems to be drifting so fast. It's damn scary, but good.
Sighh this year will be tied down on me big time.
Lesser freedom, lesser time with friends and euge.
And at the same time, work fucking hard for the Os.
Gosh it sucks, srsly.
I'M OFFICIALLY DEPRESSED.

Goodbye 07, Hello 08.
Well, yet again, a start of a new year.
Time passes really fast after all.
I hope for the best for the new year.
Haha screw resolutions, it doesn't work out for me.

Ytd's countdown party and Ang's house was great.
His mum's a good cook indeed, the food was good!
Truth and Dare turn out to be pretty gay with guys kissing each other.
Hahaha plus drinking 5 am in the morning went nuts.
SOMEONE GOT DRUNK SIA. We were laughing our ass off!
Oh ya, almost died ytd after falling from the skateboard with some crazy fucking car speeding towards me almost knocking me down.

And now, with my mood tingling with dreadness.
Tml's school and plus some matters aren't going so well.
I haven't even bought new shoes yet.
Sighh it's the Os this year, time to pull your socks up.

Finally, I'm sorry baby.
I love you so much you know.
I really do.