Tuesday, April 29, 2008
; 8:39 PM
"Life feels so fragile at times,
Like a bubble thats waiting to burst."
Chinese paper today didn't really went that smoothly for me.
There goes one paper. A few more to go.
Just came back at 7 plus from swimming and basketball at mouen's house.
Feeling really shagged now, I've no energy to study or do work.
Shit I'm back to limping, my feet's filled with enormous blisters.
Sighh I really don't feel like heading to school tml, but there are impt lessons.
Oh wells, teenage life revolves around school.
And everyone's dying to get out of it, big time.
Time to drag my ass to my room to muggg.
Whoa I wonder how long I can stand it. Haha I'm like yawning every 5 mins.
Sunday, April 27, 2008
; 8:02 PM
"If looks could kill,
She'll be a murderer."
Wow T3's really BIG.
Me and euge lost our way there just now.
Haha we ate at Crystal Jade just now.
The place is filled with tons of shops, it's never ending.
I headed to cocoatree to get gummies for my friends in school.
Well it kinda cost a bomb, but I can't really bothered. Haha.
Tick tock. Tick tock. Yes yes, the clock.
Fuck. Time's running out.
In a blink of an eye, the mids are here.
I got a BAD feeling that I'll screw up.
Mrs Yap is back tml. Finally.
Obviously there isn't any time left for the preparation of our mids.
Gosh I'm fucking scared.
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
; 6:31 AM
"Hold me now,
I'm six feet off the edge & I'm thinking,
Maybe six feet ain't so far down."
I love you,
I never want things to turn out this way.
Monday, April 21, 2008
; 11:40 PM
"Where will we be a year from now?"
I am GEEK 8)
At last, I've finally set foot on revision.
It's rather dreadful. I mean, DUH.
But darn it, what effing choice do I haveee.
School these days are a waste of time.
I wake up fucking early for it, and all I get is relief, relief and relief.
Right now my mind's shouting "FUCK YOU MY MIDS ARE IN ONE WEEKS TIME!"
I guess It's hard to be independent in studies without motivation.
Worst, my parents are adding the fuel to my fire.
Sunday, April 20, 2008
; 12:29 AM
Happy Birthday Mum.
Sorry if I've been an asshole in your life.
There are many things which I didn't meant to do.
I know from the outside we aren't really on good terms.
However, I still love you as my mum.
Headed to the Singapore Flyer with my family and Eugenia soon-to-be Chee.
And there after headed to Kallang for dinner at Le Bistro.
Haha I'm really joyed she came along to celebrate my mum's b'day.
I love you so much baby.
Boy oh boy, I'm so scared for my studies.
Damn I've got so much work to do.
But yet, I don't seem to be doing anything.
Tuition early in the morning tml ):
And during lunch, another birthday celebration for my mum with her friends.
I'm getting FAT.
Friday, April 18, 2008
; 6:31 PM
"PEEK-A-BOO."
Well oh well, it's almighty chee posting once again.
School's been awfully horrendous, srsly.
Mid years are in about one weeks' time.
Sighhh I AM DEFINITELY NOT READY FOR IT.
My teacher's still on MC, I'm not sure when she's coming back.
& by the time she comes back, we're all in the process of mass suicide.
Basically, meaning, the mid year exams.
Goshhh I need to start studying.
Fuck it, I know I've been saying this for the past decade.
Oh, my mum's b'day is tml.
Haha I'm glad euge is joining my family for celebration.
My mum's been a bitch lately. Sorry if I'm being blunt.
A part of me hates her, while a part of me likes her.
I know It's contradicting, but it's the fact.
For the past week, she's been ranting at me.
Sometimes for no fucking particular reason.
I mean, maybe she has stress at work or whatsoever.
But that clearly doesn't mean she can screw me up with her anger.
I'm sick of quarrelling her. FUCKING SICK OF IT.
We just can't get along these days.
Oh wth, she's still my mum dammit.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
; 10:56 PM
"Reminiscence of a living nightmare,
Battles of the past I fought almost had my life taken,
Pain-staking nights feeling like death,
I remember the sea of tears and bloodshot eyes."
Headed out with Euge today to do work at Serene Ctr's Macs.
Haha then we played some Guitar Hero at the game shop there.
It was fucking hilarious. Okay basically, we both suck. (Shhh i'm still better)
After which, we went to fareast to shop around and eat.
& now, home sweet home (:
Omg Euge just now called me and told me something awfully disturbing.
She said her pets are sucking their own dick. And I'm like.. WHOA.
Looks like, they hunger for a female companion indeed.
Hahaha I know It's scary.
Lastly, tune in to Creep by Radiohead.
Cause right now, I'm addicted to it.
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
; 10:51 PM
Happy 8th Month Sweetheart <3
I love you so much.
I'll embrace you close in my heart,
& never let go.
I promise.
Haha sadly no photos today.
It was rather rush and lack of time.
Picked baby up from school after her training.
Then headed to my house, where we cooked our dinner and eat.
After dinner, I sent her back home.
And now I'm back. Gosh having a bad headache.
Sighhh too tired, too many late nights for the past few days.
I'm going to tuck into bed soon.
NIGHTS (:
Sunday, April 06, 2008
; 8:29 PM
"Things just doesn't seem right at times."
Gosh I just quarrelled with my dad.
I was just playing xbox with euge just now.
So, I had to change the plugs.
Now the scv apparently mysteriously isn't working.
And he fucking blamed me cos I last touched it.
Today's an unlucky day indeed.
Some mofo banged my dad's car and drove away.
The car plate in the front dropped off.
If I found out who's the culprit, I'll skin the bugger alive.
Euge came over just now, but she had to go off home for dinner.
Somehow the day felt so incredibly short.
I wish I could spend more time with her.
And sighhh, it's back to school tml once again.
Saturday, April 05, 2008
; 12:31 AM
Oh no, this couldn't be more unexpected
And I can tell you I've been moving in so slow
Don't let it throw you off too far
Cause I'll be running right behind you
Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Oohhh, when I'm around you I'm predictable
Cause I believe in loving you with first sight
I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to..
To take a hold of you
Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Oh you're everything I'm wanting
Come to think of it, I'm aching
On account of my transgression..
Will you welcome this confession?
Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Acceptance - So Contagious
