Friday, July 31, 2009
; 4:24 AM
I was ransacking through my kitchen's cupboard for tuna, when my eyes abruptly diverted it's attention to many cans of cream pasta sauce. They were stacked on top of each other nicely, untouched for quite awhile. A feeling surged deep within me. My motion froze and heart paused. My mind started running like a record player.. of certain memories in the past. Those pasta sauce weren't just any ordinary thing, it had a meaning back then. And for that moment, I've realised I haven't cooked pasta in ages. I've realised I have lost my purpose in cooking it. I have left those cans of pasta sauce stagnant there..ever since, she left.Only she knows why.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
; 7:11 PM
Remember, a promise of our friendship?
I've made all the effort I could, but did you?
Time and time I waited for you to contact me, but did you?
I know you're busy with school, but is it that hard to spare a min for me?
Will you talk to me only when I'm on my death bed?
I've no idea what's going through your mind, so if you don't speak, who knows?
Well nobody can force you. In the end, it's all up to you.
I've rest my case.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
; 1:34 PM
"Is there someone out there who will love me as much as I will?"-
I'm so terribly sick
It's been awhile since I've fallen sick so badly
The feeling sure isn't good, super weak
Sore throat, irritating coughs, runny nose,
spinning headaches and burning fever
Wow you must be thinking, nice right?
I've been blaming my sister cause I think she's the one that spread it to me
So pissed off, I don't wanna get cooped up at home in my rm
I wanna go school and have fun kay
Oh wells I ain't got a choice at this point of time
Sighhzzz I can't possibly go school like this
Firstly they'll kick me back home when finds out my temp is 38.5
Secondly I don't wanna risk spreading it to my classmates
Thirdly I think I might faint before even reaching school
Imma sad, sick and dying child ):
Save me
Sunday, July 19, 2009
; 12:55 AM
HAHA EMMA WATSON IS PRETTY HOT SOMEHOW
(SPOILERS ALERT READ WITH YOUR OWN RISK)
Harry potter sucks balls k!
Like seriously, half blood prince was the worst!
Full of crap talking, and so little action.
The ending was like the shittiest ending ever seen.
Maybe it's to keep us in suspense for the last one.
BUT STILL, don't give such an unfinished ending.
Blah blah blah, and dumbledore died.
Ooooooh so "sad" ): (WTF NOT)
And fatmaid was disturbing me throughout the show!
Haha but it was funny! W/o her i think i'll be bored to tears.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
; 3:27 PM
Across Five Aprils - A Year From Now
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Complete with total adoration
My Gift to you, my heart was yours.
In 10 weeks you shaped it, in one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and layed at your feet,
that first step you took was the worst.
Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark.
I still have these memories but we'll never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember. Cause thats all you can do.
We'll never make another memory,
We'll never make another memory
I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together
So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
This time I thought things were real.
You said they were, what happened?
You were a priority, was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
You knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart
I'm sorry that wasn't enough.
So we'll go our own ways,
and hopefully you'll remember the things I've told you.
Hopefully, you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
but I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake.
I just wish the story didn't end this way.
Because I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember when we talked of where we'd be a year from now?
Sunday, July 05, 2009
; 3:40 PM
Pens are down and the book is closedStory has come to an end
No turning back no more
The next chapter of my life awaits
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The flame we had has turned to ashes
As I watch the ashes fade alongside the wind
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Life is fragile
But I believe through this experience
I'll be stronger than ever before
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With memories sealed deep down in our hearts
Keep walking on with no regrets
The love, the past, the memory
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
; 3:15 PM
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